NEKAD~

guls!

i m officially now on d mission.

an extremely important mission.

GOOGLING MISSION!

mari!

*mode determination*

sambungan...

.....sambungan....

aku tetiba terpikir.

dia x nak seyes relationship = takut commitment

aku patot blah jer instead of still stuck lyke stupid ngan dia.

tapi aku konpius ngan sumer action dia all dis while.

met my parents.

sent me home quite a number of times.

treat me lyke 'sumtin'.

even call each other wit special name.

all those signs...???

wat was dat supposed to mean?

*MEANINGLESS*

hahahaha!

ttiba rase deym stupid!

he is double d stupid lar kan.

aku ni dah lar sgt susah nak luahkan pe yg aku rase.

even aku syg mcm mane pon kwn2 aku, aku susah gak nk ucap those miracle words tuh.

to guls:

myza, yan, ros: i luv u all!

alia, iejan, ca8 n syarah: i luv u guls!

umie, adaw: i luv u both!

may Allah bless our frenship till d las breath.

p/s: sory. i m juz not a person yg senang nak cakap i luv u kat u ols.

hope u ols understand dat i luv u ols.NO MATTER WAT!

OveR coNfiDenT!

aku baru tahu kesan dan akibat terlebeyh konfiden dlm diri.

M.A.L.U

dats d word!

hahahaha.

rase malu tu sampai tahap aku rase nak terjun ke dlm sg gombak!

rase nak migrate pon ade gak!

even rase nak wat pembedahan plastik, kasi tukar everytin!

tiba-tiba sumer idea yg ridiculous keluar.

itulah kesan terlebeyh konfiden.

aku masih malu sampai ke saat ini.

hahahaha!

OK lah! meh aku citer bagaimana ia terjadi.

Mdm D (fasi prog.soft skills) tiba2 ckp:

"luv is not a LOVE till u express it"

aku rase ter'provoke' mndengar kate2 ini.

dlm pale otak aku, aku terpikir MAK n CocuNut tuh.

aku txt mak.

then aku text dat fool CocuNut.

he didnt reply.

aku dh paranoid mcm org meroyan.

"did i juz freak him out?"

GOsSShh!!!

dia reply.

"i luv u deep inside my heart. but i dun tink i m ready for a serious relationship"

aku terpukul ngan ayat dia.

dia interpret sms aku sampai tahap tuh?

hahahaha!

OK! i ve done sumtin TERRIBLY STUPID!

i shud'nt have said dat.

MORAL: jangan terlebey konfiden! hahaha!

nOtA untuK seOranG *DUDE*

dear *dude*,

i ve never been into a state of MARAH TAHAP DEWA.

nobody ever managed to put me into dat stage before.

but u've made it.

congrats *dude* !

CONGRATS!

thanks for making me totally pissed off wit u.

u managed to get me angry.

no one ever succeed in doin dat.

its an achievement for u, i tink.

for d past 23 years, u're the first one yg berjaya.

giler ah lu *dude* !

ko memang kejam!

ade ke ko nak carik pasal ngan aku malam tuh gak.

esok gua ade hearing tuh!

GOSsssSH!

nsb bek hearing gua berakhir ngan jayanya *dude*

klu x, mau wa pangkah nama lu dari idop wa.

mentang2 wa x pandai nak bertekak ngan orang, mesti lu rase wa senang nak kena buli kan?

lu salah orang r *dude*

kot ye pon lu x sabar nk carik pasal ngan wa, lu tunggu lar after wa habis hearing.

memang lu ni inconsiderate tau.

KEJOO sungguh lu *dude*!

cuma sekarang, wa dh paham nape awek lu lari.

now wa nak backing ex- gf lu *dude*.

x kira.

sbb wa geram tahap gaban ngan seorang insan bergelar *dude*!

yg benar,

rakan ko ~

kek kuali

i ve made it.

hahaha

akhirnye impian nak buat pancake @ kek kuali tercapai gak!

*bangga mode*

"mak, here try some. my handmade pancake"

"sedap x? if x sedap, mak x nak makan"

"erk?! hahaha! mestilah sedap. penat kacau bg sebati td ni"

(self-proclamation! hahaha)

"how is it?"

"OK! sedap!"

" i knew it! yey yey! hahahaha"

owh! mak sy sgt demand ok when it comes to food tingy yg sy masak.

so far, i only managed to get her praise me wit my Nasi Lemak.

lauk len?

naaaaa!

KONDEM only~

hahahaha

pengkritik masakan sy NO. 1~

but i still luv u mak!

ngeee~

SOuLmAte

sy jeles ngan beliau.

sbb beliau dah berjaya jumpa "soulmate" beliau.

beliau dpt merasakan jika "soulmate" beliau x berapa sihat.

or even ade masalah.

beliau dulu yg rase x sedap ati.

feeling beliau sgt tepat pulak tuh.

yeah! most of d tyme tepat actually.

sy sgt jeles ok!

hahahaha.

haihs~

siapakah beliau yg sy maksudkan?

beliau adelah mak sy.

PUAN ZAITUN BINTI ALIAS

*eyh! buley ke jeles ngan mak sndiri?*

hahahaha

sy plak?

sy masih mencari.

seorang "soulmate" yg buleyh dijadikan pasangan.

owh Tuhan.

bantu sy dlm carian ini.

i m TIRED of missing U

TUHAN.
show me some guide from above.
guide me.
wat shall i do.
i hv my own ego thou.
and my own principle.
shall i juz go across it?
or shall i juz wait n see?
show me some signs from above.
i ll keep moving on.
but.....
sometimes i do feel i miss 'sumtin' terribly.
i juz dunno wat.
i m terribly tired of missing 'sumtin'