maafkan sy~

maafkan sy sbb being immature.
too carried away with the emotion.
sy rasa sy x matang lg.
sebab selalu sy pandai kawal perasaan "kesok" sy.
cuma hari tu sy rasa sy x buleyh bear jer.
maafkan sy sebab "terbuat muka".
again, sy hanya manusia biasa.
yeah!
i spoiled d mood ketika itu.
sorry.
janji dah pasni x mahu lg jadik sensitif tiba2.
sy akan cuba hide those feelings.
sy akan cuba pastikan xde org yg tau feeling sy
at that particular moment.
sy akan cuba jadi mature.
SY JANJI!

superhero impian saya!

sebab2 kenapa sy mahu suami seperti ayah sy:

(1) soft spoken

(2) full with sense of humour

(3) rational

(4) motivated

(5) honest

(6) responsible

(7) always there to lend his shoulder

(8) wise

(9) family oriented

(10) charming in his own way





i used to think that i've met this kind of guy.
but people tend to make mistakes when their eyes were blinded with all sweet words.
hey! goes the same here!
hahahaha!
suddenly feel like stupid!
deym!

*camner ler aku bleyh pikir jauh ke situ? ish!*

encik superhero!

selamat ulangtahun kelahiran yg ke"25" tahun ayah!
hahahahaha
thanks for all d loves.
thanks for all d cares.
thanks for all d concern.
thanks for everything.
u will always be my SuPerHero no matter what.
sori for not being a gud enuf.
sori if i caused u hurt.
sori i cant follow ur wish on my future husband.
no matter wat, i ll try as hard as possible to make u hepi.
as much as u made me hepi.
luv u ayah!
muaxxxx!




rewind

aku tido awl malam tu.
tido dalam kesedihan.
sebab aku failed paper BM aku.
mid term exam mase form 5.
giler!
mane ade org fail paper BM!
lagi2 aku ni melayu.
17 tahun bertutur dalam bahasa tu.
tiba2 fail.
confidence level aku terus menjunam ke zero ground.
aku dah rase give up.
walaupun paper lain berjaya score A's.
tp x bererti sebab paper BM flunked!
dush!
aku tarik selimut, selubung.
susah nak terima fail.
lagi2 fail paper BM.
tiba2 ade orang tarik selimut aku perlahan2.
terus cium dahi aku.
bisik kata2 peransang.

"takpe, akak try lagi pasni ok?
" ayah trust u."
"dun wori too much"
"spm kan lambat lagi?"

airmata aku dah x sedar ingat tumpah.
owh!
banjir malam tuh bilik aku.
esoknye, mata aku bengkak.
yey! perfect!
dan sampai sekarang aku rase x best bile teringat cikgu tuh.
sebab aku selalu rase dia pilih kasih mase marking paper.
dah nasib aku x pandai bodek.
duh!